I’m so tired of this. Where the fuck is he?! Aimless dating is pointless. I will not get into another relationship until its with someone I can actually see myself with. Promise I’m making to myself. And no settling.
I feel like there are good qualities to me. I’m bilingual, I get really good grades, I have a hot sweet boyfriend, I’ve traveled a lot and still plan to, I like my hair, I’m tall and have long legs (theyre just partially covered in fat), I have straight nice teeth, awesome friends who really know how to party, have my own house and a nice car, I feel like I have a bright future.
I just feel like this obsessive need to control things especially my body and food is holding me back.
OH another thing holding me back from a good body? It’s around my waist and under my belly button. I like to call it the intertube of SHAME!
If only I could get my shit together and get rid of it. I WILL do this.
